Am I the only happy goth?

OK. I don't dress goth, but I try to. I don't wear any makeup, but I love black, and I just got an emo haircut. I listen to alternative and death metal, and am ordering some Korn and Jhonen Vasquez shirts. Oh, and I LOVE Jhonen Vasquez. However, I'm pretty much always happy, aside from fits of anger and depression, and I have a pretty upbeat personality. Also I am only 12. Am I goth? And if so, is it weird?